What’s your story?

Jonah

What is your big story? What has God been orchestrating in your life throughout the years?

The story of Jonah, profoundly familiar to us, demonstrates open and honest transparency—at least in the manner he narrates it.

Had Jonah not confessed his flaws, we would have remained oblivious to the truth. Alternatively, the prophecy of Jonah could have been very brief had he introduced ‘spin’: Jonah descended to board a vessel and, following a series of confrontations, found himself in a miraculous encounter with a vast fish that engulfed him. This act of God delivered him to the shores of Nineveh, where Jonah proclaimed his message and witnessed thousands turning from their sin to God. The conclusion of the tale was replete with radiant sunshine.

Inspired of God

Instead, Jonah takes time to tell the entire painful story of his engagement with Nineveh, including the anguish of his own experiences. This shows a prophet at their finest, storytelling in such a way that God’s message is revealed, contemplated, and obeyed. It’s a story filled with drama yet encouragement—fundamentally, it’s God’s story. Jonah, inspired by the Spirit, is writing Scripture as he acknowledges his own failings but also the lavish grace, kindness, and provision of God.

You don’t have to look far in the story to see the obvious character deficiencies of the prophet who had the understanding that God was everywhere, but the daftness to try to get on a boat and escape Him. Maybe Jonah wrote that with a smile on his face.

At the outset, though, Jonah’s most glaring character flaw is his outright disobedience to God’s command. Instead of embarking on a mission to go to Nineveh and call its people to repentance, Jonah flees in the opposite direction, attempting to escape from the presence of the Lord. It wasn’t just disobedience; it was a racial, deep-seated reluctance to see the people of Nineveh, Israel’s enemies, receive God’s mercy. It was good news for Nineveh, but not at all for Jonah.

Jonah’s unwillingness to preach to the Ninevites reveals a deep, underlying, significant prejudice against them, and his desire to see Nineveh destroyed rather than repentant reflects a narrow understanding of God’s grace, reserved only for those he deemed worthy.

The Ninevites were notorious for their wickedness; it was what they were known for, as much as Jonah would be known for his outrageous disobedience, and it clearly shows Jonah’s struggle to align his personal feelings with God’s universal love and mercy.

Jonah’s character failings don’t finish there either – after Nineveh’s repentance and God’s decision to spare the city, Jonah’s reaction is not one of joy and celebration but the opposite; one of anger and resentment. He is displeased, to say the least, with God’s compassion, feeling it was unjust and too lenient. Jonah’s flashing anger, bordering on rage, reveals a rigid mindset that struggles to accept God’s sovereignty and His prerogative to show mercy as He pleases.

What about us?

We are going somewhere with this, as you will see, but continuing with Jonah, his extreme reaction to God’s mercy—wishing for death rather than witnessing the redemption of his enemies—highlights his despair and hopelessness. If his enemy is to be saved, Jonah would rather eat his grandmother’s toenails and simply die, finding it difficult to reconcile his expectations with the reality of God’s character and purposes. Even here, Jonah continues to put ‘pen to paper’ and give us the picture of what was going on up in his own ‘house’. He’s a man struggling mentally with what God is showing, doing, revealing… and the narrative shows his consistent reluctance to learn from his experiences and change his attitude. Despite everything, what he saw, what he heard, and God’s kindness to him personally, even after witnessing the miraculous sparing of Nineveh and experiencing God’s provision and protection in his own life (e.g., the episode with the great fish, the plant for shade), Jonah’s heart remains hard as granite. It takes multiple interventions from God to bring Jonah to a place of understanding, if at all.

Jonah’s headspace

Even here, Jonah continues to put ‘pen to paper’ and give us the picture of what was going on up in his own ‘house’. He’s a man struggling mentally with what God is showing, doing, revealing… and the narrative shows his consistent reluctance to learn from his experiences and change his attitude. Despite everything, what he saw, what he heard, and God’s kindness to him personally, even after witnessing the miraculous sparing of Nineveh and experiencing God’s provision and protection in his own life (e.g., the episode with the great fish, the plant for shade), Jonah’s heart remains hard as granite. It takes multiple interventions from God to bring Jonah to a place of understanding, if at all.

So, at the start, I asked “What’s your story?” Jonah’s story is a fascinating study in the complex interplay between divine calling and human frailty, a profound character flaw rooted in fear, prejudice, and perhaps a deep-seated sense of inadequacy or unworthiness. His reluctance to obey God’s directive not only illustrates Jonah’s personal struggles but also highlights a universal human tendency to resist divine guidance when it conflicts with our personal biases or comfort zones.

Do you see yourself anywhere in Jonah’s story? His anger and disappointment at God’s mercy—tells us more about the complexity of his character; a prophet struggling with the very essence of God’s nature: compassion and mercy, even towards those whom Jonah deemed undeserving. All he wanted was justice and retribution.

Jonah is not alone in exhibiting character flaws. The biblical story across the Old Testament is replete with prophetic figures who, despite their divine calling, demonstrated human weaknesses, flaws, deficiencies.

Our standing?

The reason for drawing your attention to this is to highlight that we only have one perfect One – Jesus Christ! Isaiah, Ezekiel, and Jeremiah, along with all their contemporaries had their own failings and shortfalls, character flaws, even if it was just about attitude or the way they spoke to others…

In our day, in our well-known contemporary figures, we observe a similar pattern. These individuals, regarded in many circles as modern-day prophets, have had their share of controversies and personal struggles. Their lives remind us that prophetic gifting does not equate to perfection. Like their biblical counterparts, their effectiveness in their divine calling was not predicated on their flawlessness but on their willingness to be used by God despite their imperfections.

God’s choice to use individuals for divine purposes is not contingent upon their moral perfection or lack of character flaws. Rather, it is a testament to God’s grace, mercy, and sovereign will. The narrative of Jonah, along with the stories of other prophetic figures—both ancient and contemporary—emphasizes the idea that God often chooses imperfect vessels to accomplish divine purposes.

This should offer hope and encouragement to all of us, reminding us that our limitations and flaws do not disqualify us from being used by God. Instead, they can become conduits for demonstrating God’s power, grace, and transformative love.

You don’t have to be perfect to be used by God, but I encourage anyone looking to be actively involved with these things to be resolute in their passion to see Jesus glorified by walking in holiness and obedience.

The Five ‘R’s of Spiritual Renewal

Five things

I wonder what would have happened if Adam and Eve had repented of their sin of disobedience in the Garden, where not a single weed existed and everything flourished beautifully.

I’m not sure they understood the implications of their actions until the time of confrontation—everything about life at that moment was brilliant; surely, whatever came next would be just as wonderful? Cue the sudden dramatic mood music…

For us as Christians, because of the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, we approach life differently. We know the world or society in which we live is inconceivably falling apart, and we acknowledge our significant role in this decline. Yet, in our personal lives, things do not always proceed as planned. Simply put, we sin, and then sin again, and again. There are aspects of our lives that grieve the Holy Spirit, disrupt our fellowship with Him, and necessitate repentance.

It’s not ‘radical repentance’ that is required, merely repentance; indeed, repentance is either genuine, or it is not. But what is the repentance that God demands of us?

This is not a book, so inevitably much will be omitted, but essentially, I believe we can begin with a 5-in-1 perspective on repentance that will inspire you.

I think you will find this approach both useful and worthy of being copied into your notebook or journal for reflection—it will certainly prompt you to think for a few days. The five elements of repentance that I propose all start with the letter ‘R’. This method, though challenging, stands as a testament to the power of God’s love to redeem and renew. (More ‘r’s, but they are not the ones we are focusing on here!)

So, to begin, we must acknowledge that in our spiritual journey, we all encounter moments that bring us to our knees, moments when our actions (sins) do not reflect the love and teachings of Jesus. It is during these times that repentance offers not just a return to God, but a way to experience His love and grace more profoundly. And that grace, pardon the expression, is available in extravagant abundance.

Regret

I want to suggest to you that repentance begins with ‘regret’. It doesn’t end there, but regret is certainly the starting point. Your conscience is seared, the Spirit is convicting you, and upon recognising that you have erred, you change your mind (repent)? No, it’s regret that initiates the process of your reconciliation with God. You regret what you have done, whether it is due to the conviction of the Spirit or because you have been ‘found out’. If you don’t regret your questionable (sin-related) thoughts, words, or actions, then you are akin to a plane attempting to land with one wheel missing.

Regret, often misconceived as mere guilt, acts as the Holy Spirit’s gentle nudge, awakening our hearts to the discrepancy between our actions and God’s holy standards. It’s a godly sorrow, as described in 2 Corinthians 7:10, where we experience a profound sadness not only for the consequences of our sins but for how they sadden the heart of God. This sorrow is not intended to paralyse us but to motivate us into action, guiding us towards repentance. It’s the essential first step in recognising our need for God’s grace. In short, it’s acknowledging that one has done something wrong, overstepped the mark, and that we wish we hadn’t done what we did.

Repentance

Regret leads us, both conveniently and essentially, to repentance. True repentance is characterised by a sincere desire to turn away from sin and return to God. It is more than merely saying “I’m sorry” and goes beyond regret; it represents a complete turnaround, a decision to abandon the things that separate us from God. “Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord” (Acts 3:19). As C.S. Lewis, a beloved Christian thinker, once articulated, “Repentance is not something God demands of you before He will take you back and which He could let you off if He chose: it is simply a description of what going back to Him is like.”

Such repentance is not merely an admission of wrongdoing but a transformative change of heart and mind that redirects our path from self to Saviour. It involves confessing our sins to God, a willingness to seek forgiveness, and a committed effort to live in a manner that honours Him. We are not just choosing to go in a different direction, but we are changing our mindset. Regret says, “I did wrong!”, whereas repentance declares, “I see the error of my ways, and I will think differently, mindful of what is honouring and pleasing to God, including in my dealings with other people.”

Renouncement

But what if we merely regretted our ways and repented of our sin?

Sometimes, that is precisely where some individuals halt, only for temptation to strike suddenly, akin to a hungry lion pouncing on an antelope. To fortify repentance, we must incorporate renouncement.

This step is where promises to turn away from sin materialise in daily decisions and actions. It represents a proactive stance against temptations and patterns that previously ensnared us – and it’s an important one. Imagine a cake with vanilla extract added; it’s not the main ingredient, but it completes it. Similarly, renouncement is the essence of the commitment “I won’t do it again,” embodying the total rejection of what is wrong and the embracing of God’s ways.

Romans 12:2 urges us not to conform to the patterns of this world but to be transformed by the renewing of our minds, a process that involves both wilful action and the Holy Spirit’s supernatural work within us, affirming our new identity in Christ. Viewing renouncing sin as a deeply personal and transformative step signifies our sincere commitment to leave behind the ways that separate us from God’s love. It’s about acknowledging our sins with humility and choosing a path closer to the light and warmth of God’s grace.

Such an act of turning away from sin, as encouraged in verses like Proverbs 28:13 and Acts 3:19, is not merely about avoiding wrongs but is a heartfelt declaration of our desire to embrace a life that reflects the goodness and purity of God’s intentions for us, opening our hearts to the healing and redemptive power of God’s forgiveness.

Restoration

So far, we have explored regret, repentance, and renunciation. The fourth element of our five-in-one pill for spiritual health is restoration. Repentance involves more than simply regretting our actions; it encompasses making amends for them, renouncing our old ways, and not stopping there. Otherwise, we might feel as though God is merely tolerating us. However, something wonderful accompanies repentance: restoration.

Restoration lies at the heart of God’s forgiveness. It is the action through which God mends what was broken and breathes new life into our weary souls. Through this process, we find ourselves not just forgiven but renewed, not only saved from something but for something.

1 Peter 5:10 reassures us, “the God of all grace, who has called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.” God’s desire is not only to forgive us but also to restore us to a right relationship with Him, ourselves, and others, and includes the healing of our hearts, the renewal of our minds, and the mending of broken relationships. That forgiveness reflects the fullness of God’s continuing redemptive work in us, restoring our identity and purpose in Christ. It’s the happiest news on earth! God is with us and for us, not against us, reconciling, redeeming, renewing, and restoring, not once, twice, or 490 times, but as the loving, tender, and very kind God that He is, every time we come in repentance to Him… There’s more good news, but that’s for the theologians…

Reading

Here’s our fifth part: Integral to this journey is reading God’s Word. Scripture is where we find conviction, guidance, encouragement, and the revelation of God’s will. It is through engaging with the Bible that we learn what God requires of us and how we can align our lives with His purposes. Hebrews 4:12 encourages us, “For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”

When we consider the 40-day fast during which Jesus was tempted by Satan, His response to the temptations each time was “It is written.” For us, if you don’t know what is written, you won’t know what God requires of you! Godliness does not come by chance; we give ourselves to the Word of God, allowing it to judge the thoughts and intents of our heart. By reading Scripture, we invite God to speak into our lives, transforming us from the inside out and equipping us to face each day with wisdom and grace.

In effect, we regret what we have done, consider our ways, and change our mind about what we have done (note to self: I see that conflicts with God’s Word or Will) and ‘that’ is not for me; I will never do it again… I will give myself to the Word of God and obey the Lord, knowing He always has the best intent for me.

Finally

Our journey with Christ in this life is not static but dynamic, characterised by moments of falling and rising, wounding and healing, drifting and returning. Through regret, repentance, renouncement, and restoration, we experience the depths of God’s grace, the transformation of our character, and the boundless possibilities of life in the Spirit; it is a continuous cycle of spiritual growth.

Each step is grounded in an aspect of God’s relationship with us—His call to leave behind what is harmful, His invitation to return to Him, His promise to renew us, and His guidance through His Word. As we walk this path, we find ourselves drawing closer to God, experiencing the fullness of His grace, and living out the abundant life He has promised us in Christ.

Embracing these five pillars—regret, repentance, renunciation, restoration, and reading the Bible—can truly transform your life. It involves being honest with yourself and God, offering sincere apologies, and then earnestly striving to avoid the pitfalls that led you astray initially. It’s about mending what’s broken, not just with God but with people too. And throughout this process, keeping the Bible close serves as a guide, providing the strength and wisdom to progress.

This encounter is about growth, healing, and evolving into the person you’re meant to be, with a faith that is vibrant, active, and deeply rooted in God’s truth.

Embracing these five elements as an understanding of repentance might be more beneficial than you can imagine!